Anjelica's Week 3 Blog

The first two weeks' lessons were based on the way we think and the way we feel. This week's lesson is the past two weeks' lessons combined with action.

I guess you can say the last two lessons were a struggle for me and the basis of this week's was definitely easier going on me. To be told you can control your thoughts and feelings and then to actually practice doing it was such a foreign thing to me. My thoughts and feelings always used to overwhelm me, whether they were for the better
or for worse.  To take action however, is something I'm used to.

In the past I was constantly taking action after action with
absolutely no results that made me happy because I wasn't thinking positive or feeling positive. But that's all in the past. Now I'm combining all three of those things and it's scary.

It's scary for two reasons. Reason #1- trying to juggle all three-
thoughts, feelings,and actions to  make sure all three are on point so I can attract and manifest what I desire.

Reason #2- my nerves are
extremely jittery because I can't clarify the type of vibes I'm
feeling. I don't know whether the vibes are good or bad all I know is that they are STRONG. For all of you who watch the show and who go off
vibes, I'm sure you can relate to the nervousness I'm feeling. It's
sort of scary not being able to verify the type of vibe your feeling because usually if you feel vibes you can tell whether they are good or bad pretty quickly.

For those those of you but don't go off of vibes, the best way I can describe the nervousness I'm getting is this. Imagine going bungee jumping. They get you all set up, you climb
up and you adjust yourself right before the edge. You glance at the scary ground below you and then gaze at the amazing site ahead of you.
Before you jump you don't know if the cord is gonna snap and you'll fall to the ground or if you'll be fine and get a crazy upside down view of the amazing site, but you jump regardless of the outcome.

I'm about to jump. Wish me luck!